I have come to find out by way of a creator force higher than myself that all I needed to ever do was slow down.
The over consumption of information and the particular way and order that I consumed the information paired with not having the knowledge of what was truly happening to me in my brain actually short circuited my brain rendering it blank and useless.
This uselessness and memory erasure was not permanent. Memories of the information I so fiercely consumed, that in turn consumed me began and still begin to resurface.
What this useless mind erasure did was put my life force and drive to consume more, new information to a zero point halt. Stopping the search and download processes to allow for processing of all that I had consumed prior to my mental spark knock.
Now that I’ve slowed down and the information is processing more in the right order and correct form and at a more steady, slow current, I’m starting to see how far ahead I actually am.
when I watch the same media that I watched before with the same people saying the same things that used to put me into a mental panic, I realized that these people had no idea of what was next for me when I had no idea of what was happening to me.
I now realize that the people I held to such a high standard of knowledge that I thought I had learned knowledge from weren’t actually a head of my knowing. They actually didn’t know anymore than I did, although some were closer to that creator force higher than myself.
Some had the same direct line to that creator force as I, but we’re lacking in the scientific/technological research. Then others were full to the brim of science and technology but we’re seriously lacking in the creators force energy.
Almost like the leaving out of one or the other gives a feeling of either being way too hot and the other way too cold.
I’ve found I’d rather be way too hot. Burning with love knowing I’m only burning off the layers of this physical plane that I won’t need because there will be no physical. Burning off layers of addiction, jealousy, anger, greed, lust, and hatred.
Burning with the love of the creator. Knowing of this burn only creates more burn.
Hoping to get it all sorted out and prepared here from the physical to send with myself when I become metaphysical….. Hoping I’ll have this knowing that I’m coming to know.
Hoping not to descend when the blue lights seem to now look inviting because the infrared is getting hotter by and by.
It’s clearer and clearer every day.
Every hour. Every minute. Every second… And you can’t stop what’s coming…. You Can’t stop what is on its way.